Twilight has arrived and im not so sure.
Everything around me everything's a blur.
I'm at a loss of words to say am i really all that bad?
Will everything be ok? Will everything be fine?
That gleaming smile turned upside down. a frown.
Anchoring my face to the ground.
The sun is laughing as it hurts my eyes.
Stomachs growling and my mouth is dry.
A cell phone full of numbers and no one left to call.
People here and there saying how they're there.
But they've got time for someone else.
With no more time to spare. No more time to spare.
I watch as she wakes in others arms.
Red cups and ashes paint the floor, paint the floor.
People in the background screaming "always stay true."
Together means forever, forever with you!"
I'm lying here alone,
thinking I'm a part
of the laughter and the jokes
that surround this movie life
that flashes before my eyes
but I'm just hoping someone sees past my disguise.
Another night is over,
another day begins,
now i lye awake wondering what my life will bring.